friends!

haha.. duno why.. i feel very unhappy some times.. =X haha.. i feel i dun have real good frens.. 没有知心朋友... i being a human for so long.. i dun think i have any very good frens.. that will understand me lorh.. haiz.. why? T_T ( lol.. duno why being emo lorh.. haha.. )

At college.. some ppl treat me like freakz nia.. = = i think they are more freak sometimes.. >.<

lol.. college.. i have no gud frens.. my college mates think im stupid and child.. i talk kinda loud.. and they think im rude mayb? lol.. and at college.. sometimes i joke to my frens.. they will think im a sohai nia.. or mayb im childish.. actually i juz trying to make them talk.. or mayb laugh.. hehe.. sometimes ppl scolds me back? haha.. thats fine.. at college.. i dun think i have much gud fren will actually understand about me/ care me.. haha.. i think no.. LOL..

Online frens.. haiz.. not much will talk with me gua.. or choi me.. and sometimes im being very impatient and very annoying to someone.. i felt it myself.. mayb is not to them.. i not sure la.. i juz feel that.. T T haha.. and sometimes i sms ppl.. some ppl dun wanna reply purposely.. haha.. so sad when ppl dun want to reply me.. and din even tell that they are busy or wat.. just no reply.. lol.. and then i sms a sms : "busy?" oni they wil reply yes.. or.. still no reply.. haha.. until whole day.. also never care about me.. haha.. this is so obviuos right? and ppl dun like sms with me mayb.. i not sure..

Girl frens?? LOL.. i wonder got ppl want me a not? i dun think so have.. even is have.. is not the one i like.. haha.. i just want a girl.. a little pretty/normal look.. and a kind hearted person.. enough man.. lol.. but no ppl.. xD even have.. they wun like me larh.. im so useless person.. nothing much let ppl like.. hehe.. very useless person.. i have nothing much good.. what im good at? not much.. haha.. i cant even think one.. lol.. so.. how could others think i have anything good? i study sucked also.. haha..besides that.. im not a nice looking person.. nowdays..many ppl see look 1st.. haha.. and i look damn childish.. if girl which is mature.. im beside.. they will think a kid is following them..haixxxx..good frens/best fren.. i dun think i have one.. since im so annoying and stupid.. no people like to follow me.. im such useless person.. no good things.. but bad things i can count myself until like cannot finish.. haha... im so bad.. =)

when my frens, which close to me.. (not that close.. online fren i think).. when they chat with other peoples and not replying me.. or late reply.. i will feel that.. im not important to the person.. haha.. because i have nth much let ppl think im important to them.. hehe.. haha.. .. xD normally im the one who find ppl.. even a boy.. kinda gd with me at 2ndary.. but.. now.. gathering also never call me.. haha.. so now i know what am i inside his heart... xD damn "GOOD" hehhee.. kinda sad sia.. haha.. and ppl will not tell secret to me.. =X because they tot im not trustable gua.. i duno.. but im not that kind of like to reveal others secret to others.. im not... haha..

haha.. why ppl wanna like to treat me like this? =X mayb myself? haha.. must think of it.. =X i think is because.. im not a gud person gua.. hehe.. =)

haha.. todays is another fine day =)

today is very peaceful =) i back from my college.. my driving today was very very peace and stable compare to my last drivings.. haha...

but today i have been sad about one thing.. is about a girl i liked... she have many ppl chase her... im unexpected and i was shocked.. and i now i onli know i had so many competitors.. i wonder how is she thinking about me =( am i good? or? haizz... i dun wanna think about it.. but.. it feels hurt after knowing this.. haiz.. why im being like this.. shud i treat her as a fren? or my target? haiz.. i think juz let fate decides =)

the thing i felt bu shuang is that, she said that she cant sms people at weekdays, but.. hmm.. she had sms people at night and i onli i tot i was the oni one who sms her 2 or 3 time average in a day.. haiz.. nvm.. juz let it be.. juz like the Beetles's song... Let it be~ haha... XD i think im ok now.. =)

and by the way.. she is a one who posses a very good criteria person, study, sports, whatever.. all she is good at it.. =) but me? sucked at study.. like to play.. sometimes not really serious.. annoying.. irritating and alwiz show off.. person like me match her meh?? i dun think so.. haiz..

Wyncent =)

about kristi ong.. xD

haha.. this is about my fren from FS i know her de.. xD she wants me to write her wo.. xD hmm.. she is a very nice girl.. quite funny also.. and also quite a high temper person.. ;x.. she angry me around 2 times... xD she very gd at tennis leh.. if i go play wif her.. sure kena hit oni.. xD she is a sporty kind de.. xD and she have a cute bf ;x haha.. xD alwiz tell me about him.. xD her bf is a nice guy too... and both quite match lar.. wakakaka... xD

(Kristi dun angry o.. xD )

Wyncent =)

quite a nice day xD

today.. i oni have math class.. haha.. this lecturer is damn nice.. xD his very young to be a lecturer.. i guess his oni 29.. haha.. but he taught like quite experienced.. not very very experience tt type lar.. haha.. i prefer go his class compare to business class.. xD cos that class is too boring leh.. hehe...

after that i went back to CHS to play squash again... haha.. damn shiok today.. better than monday.. xD so next time im oni going back there at Wed and Friday.. xD cos monday less ppl stay back.. very boring leh.. xD and i fetch my cousin back home.. haha... duno how he feel about my driving skills.. xD

wa.. today my mom.. lol.. still the same lur.. still angry on me.. but.. haiz.. my fault again.. everytime i argued with my mom.. my mom sure will tell my dad and asked him to scold me.. and she really did it... == my dad came and scolded me.. say wat wat lar.. haha.. that time i juz woke up from sleeping... so i was blur blur.. juz let him scold scold lor.. xD hope tis will over lar.. cos very sienz la.. alwiz scold.. wat to do.. parents have right to scold us.. haizz.. ok lar.. this the end of today.. hehe.. XD

Wyncent =)

1st blog on this web.. xD

haha.. today's life, not bad.. hehe.. still manage to get it =) but today is damn tired man.. cos yesterday i woke at 4am, why? becos i nid to draw the renderings and practice about drawing, as Puan Yati (lecturer) says and yesterday, i was exercising the whole day, haha.. after class, i went to my secondary school to play squash with my old frenz.. xD quite fun and exciting, and badminton also.. and then i drive back. After that i went out again to play badmintonn with my dad's frenz and my cousin.. haha.. again.. but that time my hand is already not much energy.. but still manage to play.. xD my dad is too strong, he keep let me run and stretch my backbone.. haha.. thats why is so tired. and then back home i straight sleep at 12 but normally is slept at 3 somthing lar.. haha.. then i woke up as i said juz now. Then, today.. after college, i very sleepy and i slept at my room lo.. until 9pm =P then i woke up and bath or those, eat.. haha.. and i also go dian xiang, which is praying in buddhistsm, cos when night we have to pray and 9pm must pray again.. haha.. then i went up.. 11pm, my mom scold me... =.=

why she scold me? =.= she said.. i sleep until too late, and i pray so late cos i play at 10pm usually is 9pm... so? its juz 1 hour.. and when she was cleaning the table of the guan yin, she have lao hua.. she din saw the joystick haven finish burned, and she used her and accidentily touched it.. means burned her hand a little la.. and she blame me for praying late.. == ok that nvm.. and later, ytd i asked her to wake me at 4.30am mar.. then i tell her i sleep at 12.. but i 12.10 haven sleep.. she scolded me and said she wont wake me up, then i juz.. fine la.. i have hp de alarm.. nvm lo.. but she wake me up at 4am.. =.= and then juz now she scolded me for not giving her good sleep... WTH? u said u dun wanna wake me.. and urself wake.. =.= i din force u to.. == and u said u dun wanna wake.. now u wanne wake ur own.. i know is for myself good.. but i tot she said she dun wanna wake me.. wake already and blame me.. wat the hell is this???? OMG.. and then later.. she scolded me for not respecting her... wat da?? i already shut up and let u scold.. wat i din respect u? Zzz.. like tt also can say me? then she told me she wont wake me up unless i told her wat time is my class start or wat time i wanna wake up.. then i talk loudly in my room : " 12pm ".. is obviously that she can hear cos her room juz in front of my room and she is opening the door... but she said she cant hear any words.. == then she close the door.. so i juz ignore her or let her be la.. then she scolded me again.. say i not respect her and i shud get out of this house and im not her son! WTH????? what i did wrong o? Zzzzzz... then i juz ignore her and went back to my room, and she bang the door hardly.. the end... LOL..

damn no mood lar today.. after eating.. haiz.. duno wat will happen tomorrow...

Wyncent =)