Sunday, October 11, 2009

duno shud put wat tittle.. xD

我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追寻
追寻你 时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
指头还残留 你为我 擦的指甲油
没想走 你好像说过
你和我 会不会有以后 世界一直一直变
地球不停的转动 在你的时空
我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有
*我的爱 只能够 让你一个 人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候 在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有 为你而流
藏在 无边无际的小小宇宙 爱你的我

你听见了吗 我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明 我为了你 存在的意义

世界一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有

*我的爱 只能够 让你一个 人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候 在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有 为你而流
藏在 无边无际的小小宇宙 爱你的我

爱你的我 不能停止脉搏
为了爱你奋斗 就请你让我 说出口

*我的爱 只能够 让你一个 人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候 在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有 为你而流
藏在 无边无际的小小宇宙 爱你的我

这是够爱的歌词。。
我好喜欢这首歌。。
这首歌是来自终极三国的。。
非常有意思。。
这首歌非常地感动。。
这是描述对一个你爱的人的感觉。。
看了终极三国。。
真羡慕剧情里的爱情。。
比如脩和阿香。。
他们的恋爱时多么的幸福。。
真希望我也会有这么好的女朋友吧。。
了解我。。懂我。。关心我。。
还有。。 爱我。。
哈哈。。 好像我对爱情很厉害似的。。

真希望。。我的爱情故事会好像戏里面吧。。
不知道有没有可能。。
我总是觉得好像没有人会喜欢我吧。。
如果他见到我的真人。。
我很麻烦的哦。。 天天都烦人的。。
真希望我会有一个像阿香的女朋友吧。。
又漂亮又善解人意。。
对我来说。。好像很难吧。。
可以说是不大可能。。
我这种人。。一点资质也没有吧。。
这是所谓的“没有料”。。
真希望我会好像戏里的主角。。
有一帮好兄弟。。
有一位很好的女朋友吧。。
好兄弟?好朋友我还也许有吧。。
不过我不觉得我有好兄弟。。
女朋友?哈哈。。笑咯。。
女性朋友我都没几个。。
哪里找好的女朋友?
很多女孩子都没理我呢。。
我之前喜欢的女生。。
你们应该不知道谁吧。。 哈哈。。
现在都好像没理我了。。
大概好像都忘记我了吧。。
就算不是。。
我也觉得他不会爱上我吧。。
他只会当我是朋友吧。。
算了吧。。
有点伤心。。

我好像觉得我不会活很久吧。。
天天都迟睡。。
非常不健康。。
虽然我知道迟睡不好。。
但是我还是要迟睡。。
我自己也不知道为什么。。
可能有烦恼吧?
不应该烦的东西。。
我自己拿来烦。。
我觉得很无聊吧。。
如果有一天我死了。。
希望大家会记得我吧。。

我现在。。
只希望有个人可以让我紧紧地抱着吧。。
或者他紧紧地抱着我吧。。
摸摸头。。
我就很满足了。。
很开心。。



文升 wyncent =)

duno shud put wat tittle.. xD

Saturday, September 26, 2009

friends!

haha.. duno why.. i feel very unhappy some times.. =X haha.. i feel i dun have real good frens.. 没有知心朋友... i being a human for so long.. i dun think i have any very good frens.. that will understand me lorh.. haiz.. why? T_T ( lol.. duno why being emo lorh.. haha.. )

At college.. some ppl treat me like freakz nia.. = = i think they are more freak sometimes.. >.<

lol.. college.. i have no gud frens.. my college mates think im stupid and child.. i talk kinda loud.. and they think im rude mayb? lol.. and at college.. sometimes i joke to my frens.. they will think im a sohai nia.. or mayb im childish.. actually i juz trying to make them talk.. or mayb laugh.. hehe.. sometimes ppl scolds me back? haha.. thats fine.. at college.. i dun think i have much gud fren will actually understand about me/ care me.. haha.. i think no.. LOL..

Online frens.. haiz.. not much will talk with me gua.. or choi me.. and sometimes im being very impatient and very annoying to someone.. i felt it myself.. mayb is not to them.. i not sure la.. i juz feel that.. T T haha.. and sometimes i sms ppl.. some ppl dun wanna reply purposely.. haha.. so sad when ppl dun want to reply me.. and din even tell that they are busy or wat.. just no reply.. lol.. and then i sms a sms : "busy?" oni they wil reply yes.. or.. still no reply.. haha.. until whole day.. also never care about me.. haha.. this is so obviuos right? and ppl dun like sms with me mayb.. i not sure..

Girl frens?? LOL.. i wonder got ppl want me a not? i dun think so have.. even is have.. is not the one i like.. haha.. i just want a girl.. a little pretty/normal look.. and a kind hearted person.. enough man.. lol.. but no ppl.. xD even have.. they wun like me larh.. im so useless person.. nothing much let ppl like.. hehe.. very useless person.. i have nothing much good.. what im good at? not much.. haha.. i cant even think one.. lol.. so.. how could others think i have anything good? i study sucked also.. haha..besides that.. im not a nice looking person.. nowdays..many ppl see look 1st.. haha.. and i look damn childish.. if girl which is mature.. im beside.. they will think a kid is following them..haixxxx..good frens/best fren.. i dun think i have one.. since im so annoying and stupid.. no people like to follow me.. im such useless person.. no good things.. but bad things i can count myself until like cannot finish.. haha... im so bad.. =)

when my frens, which close to me.. (not that close.. online fren i think).. when they chat with other peoples and not replying me.. or late reply.. i will feel that.. im not important to the person.. haha.. because i have nth much let ppl think im important to them.. hehe.. haha.. .. xD normally im the one who find ppl.. even a boy.. kinda gd with me at 2ndary.. but.. now.. gathering also never call me.. haha.. so now i know what am i inside his heart... xD damn "GOOD" hehhee.. kinda sad sia.. haha.. and ppl will not tell secret to me.. =X because they tot im not trustable gua.. i duno.. but im not that kind of like to reveal others secret to others.. im not... haha..

haha.. why ppl wanna like to treat me like this? =X mayb myself? haha.. must think of it.. =X i think is because.. im not a gud person gua.. hehe.. =)

Thursday, July 23, 2009

haha.. todays is another fine day =)

today is very peaceful =) i back from my college.. my driving today was very very peace and stable compare to my last drivings.. haha...

but today i have been sad about one thing.. is about a girl i liked... she have many ppl chase her... im unexpected and i was shocked.. and i now i onli know i had so many competitors.. i wonder how is she thinking about me =( am i good? or? haizz... i dun wanna think about it.. but.. it feels hurt after knowing this.. haiz.. why im being like this.. shud i treat her as a fren? or my target? haiz.. i think juz let fate decides =)

the thing i felt bu shuang is that, she said that she cant sms people at weekdays, but.. hmm.. she had sms people at night and i onli i tot i was the oni one who sms her 2 or 3 time average in a day.. haiz.. nvm.. juz let it be.. juz like the Beetles's song... Let it be~ haha... XD i think im ok now.. =)

and by the way.. she is a one who posses a very good criteria person, study, sports, whatever.. all she is good at it.. =) but me? sucked at study.. like to play.. sometimes not really serious.. annoying.. irritating and alwiz show off.. person like me match her meh?? i dun think so.. haiz..

Wyncent =)

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

about kristi ong.. xD

haha.. this is about my fren from FS i know her de.. xD she wants me to write her wo.. xD hmm.. she is a very nice girl.. quite funny also.. and also quite a high temper person.. ;x.. she angry me around 2 times... xD she very gd at tennis leh.. if i go play wif her.. sure kena hit oni.. xD she is a sporty kind de.. xD and she have a cute bf ;x haha.. xD alwiz tell me about him.. xD her bf is a nice guy too... and both quite match lar.. wakakaka... xD

(Kristi dun angry o.. xD )

Wyncent =)

quite a nice day xD

today.. i oni have math class.. haha.. this lecturer is damn nice.. xD his very young to be a lecturer.. i guess his oni 29.. haha.. but he taught like quite experienced.. not very very experience tt type lar.. haha.. i prefer go his class compare to business class.. xD cos that class is too boring leh.. hehe...

after that i went back to CHS to play squash again... haha.. damn shiok today.. better than monday.. xD so next time im oni going back there at Wed and Friday.. xD cos monday less ppl stay back.. very boring leh.. xD and i fetch my cousin back home.. haha... duno how he feel about my driving skills.. xD

wa.. today my mom.. lol.. still the same lur.. still angry on me.. but.. haiz.. my fault again.. everytime i argued with my mom.. my mom sure will tell my dad and asked him to scold me.. and she really did it... == my dad came and scolded me.. say wat wat lar.. haha.. that time i juz woke up from sleeping... so i was blur blur.. juz let him scold scold lor.. xD hope tis will over lar.. cos very sienz la.. alwiz scold.. wat to do.. parents have right to scold us.. haizz.. ok lar.. this the end of today.. hehe.. XD

Wyncent =)

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

1st blog on this web.. xD

haha.. today's life, not bad.. hehe.. still manage to get it =) but today is damn tired man.. cos yesterday i woke at 4am, why? becos i nid to draw the renderings and practice about drawing, as Puan Yati (lecturer) says and yesterday, i was exercising the whole day, haha.. after class, i went to my secondary school to play squash with my old frenz.. xD quite fun and exciting, and badminton also.. and then i drive back. After that i went out again to play badmintonn with my dad's frenz and my cousin.. haha.. again.. but that time my hand is already not much energy.. but still manage to play.. xD my dad is too strong, he keep let me run and stretch my backbone.. haha.. thats why is so tired. and then back home i straight sleep at 12 but normally is slept at 3 somthing lar.. haha.. then i woke up as i said juz now. Then, today.. after college, i very sleepy and i slept at my room lo.. until 9pm =P then i woke up and bath or those, eat.. haha.. and i also go dian xiang, which is praying in buddhistsm, cos when night we have to pray and 9pm must pray again.. haha.. then i went up.. 11pm, my mom scold me... =.=

why she scold me? =.= she said.. i sleep until too late, and i pray so late cos i play at 10pm usually is 9pm... so? its juz 1 hour.. and when she was cleaning the table of the guan yin, she have lao hua.. she din saw the joystick haven finish burned, and she used her and accidentily touched it.. means burned her hand a little la.. and she blame me for praying late.. == ok that nvm.. and later, ytd i asked her to wake me at 4.30am mar.. then i tell her i sleep at 12.. but i 12.10 haven sleep.. she scolded me and said she wont wake me up, then i juz.. fine la.. i have hp de alarm.. nvm lo.. but she wake me up at 4am.. =.= and then juz now she scolded me for not giving her good sleep... WTH? u said u dun wanna wake me.. and urself wake.. =.= i din force u to.. == and u said u dun wanna wake.. now u wanne wake ur own.. i know is for myself good.. but i tot she said she dun wanna wake me.. wake already and blame me.. wat the hell is this???? OMG.. and then later.. she scolded me for not respecting her... wat da?? i already shut up and let u scold.. wat i din respect u? Zzz.. like tt also can say me? then she told me she wont wake me up unless i told her wat time is my class start or wat time i wanna wake up.. then i talk loudly in my room : " 12pm ".. is obviously that she can hear cos her room juz in front of my room and she is opening the door... but she said she cant hear any words.. == then she close the door.. so i juz ignore her or let her be la.. then she scolded me again.. say i not respect her and i shud get out of this house and im not her son! WTH????? what i did wrong o? Zzzzzz... then i juz ignore her and went back to my room, and she bang the door hardly.. the end... LOL..

damn no mood lar today.. after eating.. haiz.. duno wat will happen tomorrow...

Wyncent =)